Written on the disorganized third anniversary

@ Wang Zepeng

A year ago, I was just a disorganized reader, and my favorite author at that time was Tong C.

at that stage, I deleted the Wechat of the people I liked, numbly sent a resume that would never be notified, and succeeded in bringing down the school studio and leading a useless life.

in my nearly four-month black life, I click on messy articles every day-I see a group of people here who lead a bad life as much as I do.

they are a group of very sad people.

@ eel whale

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late one night during the summer vacation last year, I bought the earliest air ticket with Briar and Tong c and went to Shanghai as soon as I went. As soon as we got off the plane, we had a fight at the airport over the draft, and the journey got off to a bad start.

an idea popped up during the chat and decided to travel separately and figure out what you really want to do.

on the day I visited the Suzhou Museum, my computer was placed in a disorganized canvas bag, along with other sundries, crushing the inner screen because it was squeezed.

what is it like to break the inner screen? The appearance is intact, the screen is still thin and smooth, but it is really broken, the desktop can only see a small corner, much like our situation at that time.

I just realized that it's not that I don't like writing. I just forgot how to like writing. We don't want to give up clutter, we just hate that we can't make it better.

October 2016

Tong C told me that the day after she suffered from depression, I ran home from the dormitory.

I always think that I must have something to do with her depression.

I know this logic is bullshit, but if you, like me, have seen the people around you get hit hard in life, and there is nothing you can do about it, you may feel sorry for him, too.

like the hero in the movie, I will stare at the garbage dump motionless, sleep until 11: 00 or 12: 00 in the morning, then walk around with my computer on my back, and then stare at the blank WORD for dozens of minutes.

but in fact, I know I'm not sick.

but I have to pretend to be sick again, because if I don't, I'll be stuck in my heart.

how it got better in the end, in fact, I don't know. All I remember is that one afternoon, Tong c finally showed up in our office, and I asked her, "how have you been?"

I froze for a moment, stopped my typing hand and said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

@ far Summer

on that day, I lost my status as lead singer of the band.

on that day, I lost my naive fantasy about writing.

on that day, I lost the girl I liked.

the thorn said that I was crying and throwing up while holding the toilet and shouting, "you know what?" People who like me can get to the ring road from here, but I only like her. "

although I am no longer the lead singer of the band, I have stepped onto the stage of college speech because of my writing. Although I am still occasionally killed, I have really become one of the pillars that have been put up in disorder.

May 2017

seems to be back to the old days , I just said this to my friend.

this familiar feeling, suddenly received Wechat suddenly want to open the document day, long time no see.

when there are only thorns, eel whales and me, thorns are our writing guides, and eel whales do both video and writing. I just have to write in a down-to-earth manner. Later, Zepeng and Yuanxia came, and I took a long rest. Zepeng and Yuanxia took turns to update almost every day, and I was only a reader.

although I used to write Literature and Art and inspiration from pain , I was scolded by thorns. " you worked so hard, then why did you write?" I don't want to force you to do anything unhappy! ".

it seems that those moments were hard for me, too.

I think it's good to be busy. I think if you stick to it, there will be a day out. But I didn't expect that what I did was wrong, and it would only be even more wrong to stick to it.

finally.

when I received the most difficult copywriting for this group of people, I secretly noted the time for them.

Thank you in front of the screen, too.

and if your life is still bad at the moment, don't be afraid, we've been bad all the way, and we'll be with you all the way.

venue: Dongguan Songshan Lake Dongguan Institute of Technology

this is a concert in which there will be no hosts, only singers and friends who go up to perform.

1. First of all, the singer of the Lawn Concert opens the song for everyone,

(in this free session, you can sing for us the song you have always wanted to sing to someone, or sing your heart to someone in the audience. Sing your favorite song, or you can say to us, "Ha."La "la".

I have talked about Vitasoy so many times. On the third anniversary, I will give you 300 bottles of Vitasoy on the day of the event.

Wang Zepeng

We want to give you a reason to continue to face this lousy life