I want someone else in, too.

Don't leave me alone.
I will unconsciously turn my head to the right when I open my eyes in the morning, look back before I squeeze the subway, and stay stupefied for a few seconds before opening the dormitory door after a day of class.
it took me several days to be forced to accept the fact that I was alone again.
she won't show up on the other side of the bed, she won't take the subway with me, and she won't have to put up with my extremely slow opening speed because I can't tell which key opens which door.
when I think of this, I feel that my daily life becomes extremely difficult. It is strange that it is only ten days, but it seems that it has been like this for the previous ten years.
I was going to go on this trip by myself.
I have always had an unusual confidence in doing something by myself.
at first, I ate and watched movies alone, eating whatever I wanted and watching whatever I wanted. The freedom of not having to communicate with others made me feel more comfortable than ever before.
later, because I couldn't make an appointment with a friend, I accidentally went to the dentist alone, flew alone, and stayed in a foreign youth brigade for a week.
I have proved that one person can do the things that two people should do by default in my mind.
although I made a lot of mistakes along the way, for example, I couldn't tell the taxi driver where I was going because of the gum anaesthesia, or when I forgot to lock the door when I was changing clothes in the youth brigade, a boy suddenly pushed the door in. I could only grow my mouth and stay in place when I couldn't understand the language.
but even so, when I recall it before, I still think that what one person has done is a successful experience.
now that I think about it, it's actually kind of funny.
because one of the mistakes we can easily make is to use "successfully done" as a measure of things.
but forget that "successfully done" is not the measure of happiness.
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because the latter only needs to provide companionship and sense of security, while the former needs more conditions to be of high quality.
We are always too picky about our friends, such as the other person walks too fast, fails to notice himself in time, or the other person just plays with his mobile phone and misses a few words. Can become "not as good as a person" reason.
before this trip, I often had dinner with a regular classmate.
in fact, there have been many contradictions along the way, such as I like avocado and Indian oyster, but I don't like Wudong and ramen, but that girl is just the opposite, so we can only compromise every time. It seems that she walks very fast. I bow my head and tie a shoelace. She may have come a long way.
these small frictions make me occasionally feel that this relationship is dispensable, or even better.
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because the latter only needs to provide companionship and sense of security, while the former needs more conditions to be of high quality.
We are always too picky about our friends, such as the other person walks too fast, fails to notice himself in time, or the other person just plays with his mobile phone and misses a few words. Can become "not as good as a person" reason.
before this trip, I often had dinner with a regular classmate.
because the latter only needs to provide companionship and sense of security, while the former needs more conditions to be of high quality.
We are always too picky about our friends, such as the other person walks too fast, fails to notice himself in time, or the other person just plays with his mobile phone and misses a few words. Can become "not as good as a person" reason.
in fact, there have been many contradictions along the way, such as I like avocado and Indian oyster, but I don't like Wudong and ramen, but that girl is just the opposite, so we can only compromise every time. It seems that she walks very fast. I bow my head and tie a shoelace. She may have come a long way.
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but I didn't expect that when I came back, because I wanted to get along with others, I no longer investigated the loopholes everywhere. I said in advance that I would communicate more if my tastes didn't match.
I also suddenly realized that maybe we, who are used to being lone walkers with our heads held high, should be more tolerant to the people around us and give them more opportunities to accompany themselves.
finally.
when you have difficulties, you solve them by yourself, and when you have emotions, you digest them by yourself. I always think this is mature.
We talked for two hours, and before she hung up, she told me that you could call me more in the future.
it seems that the sense of companionship is rarer than the sense of achievement. Of course, it's good that everything goes well, but when you encounter a lot of difficulties, having someone to accompany you can also become a sense of achievement.
author /Lu Yifei
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