Now, have you met someone who can let you go?
my loss of confidence in "acting coquettish" comes from primary school.
The awe-inspiring white prom dresses is all you need; it is an essential. Shop now at prices that will make your head spin.
one afternoon, I went to the street to pick up my father for dinner. On the way home, we stopped in front of a fried chicken restaurant. I told him I'd like to have a roast sausage and chicken wings.
"it's time to eat." He seemed to be in a bad mood and tried to pull me away impatiently.
I didn't go with him immediately. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I wanted to give it a try.
so I took my father's hand, shook it from side to side, hummed in my mouth, and said to him, "just buy it for me."
I've never done this before, and I probably didn't do it properly. My dad got even angrier and tried to drag me away, and we were deadlocked in the street.
I don't remember how I got home later.
in my memory, my father almost slapped me that day, and I finally got roast sausage and chicken wings in tears, and I never acted coquettish to anyone again.
looking back, I wanted to try, probably out of envy.
what the neighbor's sister wants can be achieved by grinding it with her parents, but my parents' criterion for determining whether an item should be bought for me or not has always been "useful".
"I like" and "I want" are not important in their eyes, or even a reason. I can only accumulate conditions and reason for anything I want.
with such an education, I gradually began to be unwilling to bother others about anything.
then I graduated, and after a long distance, I began to live together with my boyfriend of four years.
but probably no one's twenties are not gray.
when my boyfriend first came to Guangzhou, it was not very smooth to find a job, and he was unable to settle down after changing two or three places in succession.
but he doesn't care. He seldom goes out for interviews. He always plays games after work, and plays all day on weekends.
I don't want to talk to him. It's his own business after all.
No matter how close we are, we are just lovers. It is irrational to interfere with each other's lives or make decisions too much.
but watching his career stop, I can't help but start to worry about the future.
We fell into a low pressure.
once, I wanted to pick up the clothes in the suitcase in the living room. It was stuck in the corner of two wardrobes. I needed to lift it out.
the tricky suitcase, coupled with the fact that it is full of clothes, makes it a little difficult for me.
I glanced at my boyfriend who was playing video games in the bedroom, but chose to move it by myself.
my boyfriend probably thought I had been away from the bedroom for a long time, so he got up and asked me what I was doing in the living room. I moved things on the wardrobe so that I could not pretend that nothing had happened, so I had to explain to him why.
after listening to this, he frowned at me for a long time, looking angry, but still said nothing and helped me carry my suitcase out.
after moving the box, he didn't go back to the bedroom to play games. He stood by and looked at me. I felt a little embarrassed, so I didn't talk to him.
when he squatted down to look for clothes, he said behind me:
"what do you want to do next time, will you tell me first?" I can do this for you. "
No one has ever said such a thing to me before.
when I wrote here, I began to think about what had changed after I realized that I could also be favored. I don't think so before
Song /My Heart Longs for You, Pizza
ask two questions:
did you star us?